Girls Night Out+ Being A Christian Girly

By Sai
 


The night called out to her and she answered, she decided to let her guard down abit and just enjoy what society calls " being young". On a beautiful night, filled with stars and excitement, she accepted the invite to just be and as she went, she discovered another part of her.

As the place was filled with different personalities, she was still not hesitant to just give into her anxiety. Lights, camera & action, as the dj started playing a few of her favour songs, the volume at its highest, that's when she knew, the moment is now. As she delightfully danced her heart out and moved her hips that does not lie, she started feeling strange. Even though she was dancing, being kept company by a few drinks, something felt out of the ordinary to her. She spirit being started feeling uneasy.

So she asked one of the girls: How are you feeling right now, do you feel funny or is it just me?
She answered:" Nah, i'm okay and that's when she knew that whatever she was feeling was definitely personal.

So it was a personal conviction. Defined as.....
Religious conviction describes the assertion of religious individuals that they are directed by God (in Christianity religions, or other deities in other religions) to either take specific actions in honor of their conviction.

Her thoughts were out of place, her energy felt disturbed and yet she still just wanted to enjoy the night as it was young. She understood then and there that that type of environment was not for her, she could hear a voice saying to her that she is not made for such an environment and that she is set apart.

As a daughter of the most high,she is made to be different,made to be set apart, made to do right by her Father's word and made to be an ambassador of his kingdom.
Hey. I'm Saima. Your usual lover of words and only dreams in pink type of girl.

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